Distant Memory

Today I stood in a crowd alone
My eyes wondered, and then found you
You looked at her with a smile she owned
And talked with words, so kind and meaningful

I looked and thought - what if I were her
Everything would be perfect and so it would be
Now i thanked her for being here
For she was the one for you, anyone could see

Thanks for the love I once had, you never gave
It once brought sunshine, rain and stars at night
Now just a memory, an experience, a teacher
To push me through the journey, dark or bright

PIMPLES and GRADUATION.

Hey guys!

Suddenly, I feel inspired again to write something on my blog. Thanks to fernanda, a visitor. ;D My exam's coming in two weeks. Yet, I haven't got myself in a studying mode. Instead, I loiter around my house for hours, go online and off again, watch tv, and loiter again. Now, guilt is eating my insides. I MEAN IT.

Don't you guys think so too, that a few weeks/days before exams, you feel like doomsday is coming? I feel that way. I am mentally tortured.

But, wee! Before all that, my graduation day's this tuesday and i'm feeling pretty excited. I can't wait for it! But at the same time, I wish it will come SLOWLY. because once graduation's over, nothing exciting will be happening. I'll just be stoning until exam arrives.

so, in preparation for my graduation, I've already gotten my clothes ready. A white top and a black skirt. I'm still wondering whether to tie my hair or to let it down... (my hair is shoulder length!) And I still don't know how am I gonna put my make-up. I am so not an expert in putting make-up. And the presence of my eye bags really make things worse.

Horrible make-up + Eyebags (which still can be seen after putting some cream...told you I don't know how to put on make-up) = Frustration.

Now, I have pimples growing. All of a sudden, since a week ago, all these horrible, merciless, painful, bumpy, red volcanoes appeared on my face. Why of all times do they have to appear NOW, all at once... ( T.T My face was still so clear and clean two weeks ago) Why oh why?

Horrible make-up + Eyebags + Pimples = Knocks-head-thinking-about-how-it-will-be-when-taking-graduation-picture

So I tried many methods to get rid of them, really quick. I've successfully (90%) gotten rid of 4 pimples. Now, I'm left with one. One miserable pimple that just would not burst, or dry off.

Method 1 : I use the cold powder (bedak sejuk).... the very traditional powder, people in the olden days use it to prevent pimples and whiten skin/face..

Method 2 : My friend, taught me this. Crush panadol, mix it with a little bit of water, and make panadol paste. Apply it on the pimple. Hm, I'm still trying this. Since morning. The pimple reduced in size. But it's not completely gone yet!

Method 3 : I surfed the net. Some people say toothpaste, while some say, "NOOOOO Toothpaste!" Uhh. Anyway, I tried it. Still trying it too. :D wish me luck!

Method 4 : ...I wanted to use honey, because I've tried it before, it makes the skin super smooth and soft. But i ran out of honey. =(

SO, I have one day left to kill this pimple.

If I really have to, then i'll have to use a lotta make-up to cover the pimple. What is the product specially to cover blemishes and pimples? Bahhh. I don't think my mum has it. Hmph. Failed plan.

Let's see how everything goes, and then I'll tell you! :)

! updated 25 nov : i still have the pimple scar. :O !

I'm trying and see if I can reduce my big eyebags t:Oo! I use this method :) I'll have to try for a few days tho to see if it works. :/ (not my vid!)